I count my friends On my one hand I hold my breath And smoke till dead, I Confess my past And fell at last I loved the scent of when You picked me up and gave me hope again Just like Icarus and the Sun, I reach and fall It's cold, but yeah, I'll fall And they wanna be me, but they'll never be me And they'll come for my peace and keep hating on me While I'm hiding, oh-oh And they're all from the street, so they smile when they bleed No friends I can keep 'cause I'm shining, oh-oh Shining, oh-oh Shining up Shining, oh-oh Shining up Shining, oh-oh Shining up Shining, oh-oh Shining up Cutted up and dripping wine, I can't remember you last night All alone, got no Messiah, no Messiah (no Messiah) Colder and I'm tatted up I want her, but she don't want love I told her: I won't stick around But I stick around And it's all my fault Hold up till I figure out her cover I'll find it out, just hold up You won't hear a sound And the summer bows 'cause we blossom to go Just like Icarus and the Sun, I reach and fall It's cold, but yeah, I'll fall And they wanna be me, but they'll never be me And they'll come for my peace and keep hating on me While I'm hiding, oh-oh And they're all from the street, so they smile when they bleed No friends I can keep 'cause I'm shining, oh-oh Shining, oh-oh Shining up Shining, oh-oh Shining up Shining, oh-oh Shining up Shining, oh-oh Shining up