Caught in a dark room lately Detached and enshrouded I'll see you around Caught in a dark mood lately Fucked up in my bed That song in my head Approaching with wonder Trying to feel things I once knew I wrestle with my hurt Give it a week and I'll pull on through I'm not alright Slowly I pushed you from my life Lavender bright Sorry I'm fucked up all the time Caught in a strange dream Watching moments I cared for Somehow aware Caught by a bright flower Walking home from a friends house I wanted to call out Approaching with wonder Trying to feel the things I once knew I wrestle with my hurt Give it a week and I'll pull on through I'm not alright Slowly I pushed you from my life Lavender bright Sorry I'm fucked up all the time I know it's not right I wish I could be with you tonight Lavender bright Maybe I'm better out of sight