I dropped all of my lovers. I stood up and screamed ' I'm in love! ' You gave it to me through the eyes, hatred. Centuries deep and true. I was wrong, graceless, and sick. All of the things that i had learned had been wasted. There was no living creature as foul as i, and all of my poems were false. I could feel my soul, dropping down through the mattress. I had to leap up before it hit the floor. and I'm so alone. Illumination held out in front of my reaching arms. The darker things get the better i say. I'm so alone and so are you, we all live and die that way.