This might be depression My body is cold, I sold out my soul, I got too invested Yeah, drugs are involved, the story gets old I don't learn my lesson, nah When I speak through the music, I spill my confessions Fuck a church or a reverend Existencial disconnect Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my fuckin' neck Plug went ghost, I'm out of potion, I've got nothin' left I feel sorry for the wall I smash my head against (Smash my head against) Feel sorry Feel disconnected, uh Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah I'm back on molly, lost all good intentions, yeah Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless? Hit back, hit back, hit back I'm fallin', I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh No angel's callin', barely forming a sentence My brain is rottin', no more interventions I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump, if I jump, then I'll leap right off Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected, disconnected, disconnected) Yeah, oh, oh-oh-ah Take some time (yeah) I hear them talking I'll be fine (fine) One call and I'll be on my way (on my way) I lied, but that was yesterday (yeah-yeah) Shit's not the same (yeah-yeah) These broken veins, won't heal in time for you to save Oh, what a shame, I'm fucking up the family name Hop off a plane, a different country every day You said the grass is always greener, but the sky is gray Feel disconnected, uh Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah I'm back on molly, lost all good intentions, yeah Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless? Everyone around me can feel it, baby I feel disconnected (disconnected), uh No angel's callin', barely forming sentences My brain is rottin', no more interventions I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump, if I jump, then I'll leap right off Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (disconnected) Yeah, yeah, I said: I feel disconnected Yeah, yeah My whole body's tempted I might just threaten Your whole damn family Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected No angel's callin', barely forming sentences My brain is rottin', no more interventions I'm done with talking, yeah, yeah-yeah I don't really feel good, yeah Head is fucking disconnected From their bodies, I don't wanna Do not hurt it