I've been trying to keep My feet on the ground I feel like I'm floating Scared that I'll always be Alone in a crowd Where nobody knows me 'Cause they all laugh Behind my back Like I don't know That my whole life Is the punchline To a bad joke I feel like I try But it's the same every time Do you know what it's like? On the outside Why am I so surprised? When it's the same every time Do you know what it's like? On the outside In a different life I would go out at night And make friends with strangers I'd be someone they like If I could just get it right I wouldn't be such a failure But they all laugh Behind my back Like I don't know That my whole life Is the punchline To a bad joke I feel like I try But it's the same every time Do you know what it's like? On the outside Why am I so surprised? When it's the same every time Do you know what it's like? On the outside I'm standing on my own I'm out here in the cold I just wanna come down You can let me go If I'm too much to hold I'll get better somehow I'm standing on my own I'm out here in the cold I just wanna come down You can let me go If I'm too much to hold I'll get better somehow I feel like I try But it's the same every time Do you know what it's like? On the outside Why am I so surprised? When it's the same every time Do you know what it's like? On the outside