Broke down on the freeway Can't believe I called my father My accounts are overdrawn I'm overworked and I'm so tired Just tryna keep my head above the water, mm He said you're anything but average But somethin' doesn't add up 'Cause why do I feel damaged When I do my best, but it's still not enough? When life becomes work, what do I do for fun? Hard to admit, on the tip of my tongue I know I should love this, but this shit is messin' me up And that really sucks, mm I thought this would feel different It'd be everything I wanted But the only thing that's changed is That everyone knows all my problems But nobody knows how to solve 'em, mm Pour my insides on the pages Turn my feelings into profit So I make all these mistakes And I don't think I know how to stop it But if I'm bein' honest I guess that I got what I wanted I used to hope that growin' up, people would stick around But now I know enough, the ones that do just bring me down They're tellin' me to swim while watchin' me drown I'm usin' up all of my oxygen To make sure that I know I won't be forgotten 'Cause one day when I'm gone These songs will be the proof you weren't the only one I thought this would feel different It'd be everything I wanted But the only thing that's changed is That everyone knows all my problems But nobody knows how to solve 'em, mm Pour my insides on the pages Turn my feelings into profit So I make all these mistakes And I don't think I know how to stop it But if I'm bein' honest I guess that I got what I wanted Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh Oh, oh-oh, oh Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh Oh, oh-oh, oh