There is a lil' difference Between life and coincidence Our dynamic system has been broken for so long And now the choices are gone We used to be meaningful, but lost the sense Were we friends? We were kids reaching for any meaning What was missing? Holding theories, signing manifests Searching a reason for why we felt These feelings from time to time While we wait for a gap in time And what did it cost to us? Hope it wouldn't be our end 'Cause this chaos rails to an end Just the way we intented We used to me meaningful, but lost the sense Were we friends? We were kids reaching for any meaning What was missing? A soft cool breeze from the ocean Aerating deep our thoughts Until we get nothing but colours in our eyes We used to be a pit of nothing with pinches of something Are we still nothing? We're still kids looking for an ephemeral willing What is missing? A neon bright light at the end of the night Sure, I'll invite you to my party By the way, thanks for the diary