My character is always testing me My thoughts are always killing me My thoughts are just killing meoo I'm tired of pretending to be fine I'm tired of pretending to be happy There's something missing in me and it's always been missing My life is always in reserve My life is always in reserve My life is always in reserve My battery is always in economical mode (mode) My character is always testing me My thoughts are always killing me My thoughts are just killing meoo My thoughts are just killing meoo I hope to find it and I already know where it is But I can't go there because it's not my place You are already happy I know I see the smile on your face You are already happy I know I miss feeling your body My life is always in reserve My battery is always in economical mode My character is always testing me My thoughts are always killing me My thoughts are always killing me My thoughts are just killing meoo I hope to find it and I already know where it is But I can't go there because it's not my place You are already happy I know I see the smile on your face You are already happy I know I miss feeling your body My name is MAX, but today I'm at least Minimum of love, minimum of affection