What if I focus on the only aspect that I usually don't think about And take a look around I have gathered so much, I've built a life path But there's something I'm missing out, and only once, I found After hurts and teachings, I've blocked myself As I judged I was being rational, but also radical Days were gone, and all I've done was not enough To satisfy myself and fulfill this hole What just happened to me, can I feel no more? Even the sunlight itself, it feels so cold There's no stares, there's no warm touch, there's no heavy breathing In the end, I've realized how much I miss I miss loving someone Self esteem is a luxury I can't afford but should I really be feeling down? Instead of work it out? Not that I don't recognize my own value, this is something I can't confound But still, I have my doubts Once I swore it was the best, for my own sake, now I confess that I've been cowed and lost among the crowd! Craving for someone to find me through my darkest days enlightening The whole room so I can see again! What does life want from me? Will it be enough? Will I give it all I have until I'm gone? I'm not certain if it's under my control All I can think about is how I miss loving someone What just happened to me, can I feel no more? Even the sunlight itself, it feels so cold There's no stares, there's no warm touch, there's no heavy breathing In the end, I've realized how much I miss I miss loving someone