I put a box in my closet full of things that I've loved Sometimes I can't bear to look at it cause I won't deserve What I find, I tell myself this every single time Cause I'm not strong enough, not strong enough for this Yeah I'll sing until my skin starts to feel something I'll breathe again and again until the beat starts to mean something It's not a lot of fun to think about Everyone you're letting down A sickness so incredible You know it's all irrational You know it's so irrational