I’ve never been able to stay in line When I'm under your wing I always thought you could fit into my dream life As a once in a while thing I wanted you, I stood by you, you were ready for me But I wouldn’t have you All I wanted was to sit by the seashore Stay till sunset But all I know is all or nothing And I'm soaking wet I can’t help it but I go big or go home Wake up wondering How I managed to take so big a detour It’s fucking humbling I battled you, I hated you, you mortified me But all I wanted was you All I wanted was to make friends in both worlds Play and walk away But I would sacrifice the glory for an honest day No I can’t, I can’t dabble I can’t have the best of both worlds It’s better this way, bigger this way See how I build my own world See how I grow my own world