Disgusting sunshine Scratching at my door I'm stuck inside your Bed of roses These walls are all that's Not penetrated The life we've created Wants to kill us Living in the basement Midnight, talking to the vcr Sleeping in the spaces i can find Between the bursts of noise Early light shines through the blinds At 6 am Specks of dust float over the blue light Of the panasonic I want to go back to what i had Living in polaroid photographs The further i get into the future The less i remember the past