I knew you before we lived And our hearts were not ours to give It's all I ever had She could see beyond the lies With her anime like eyes It's all I ever had What more can be said of me It was never meant to be It's all I ever had So I will just take up my knife It makes everything alright It's all I ever had If she should leave If she should die It's not her that I dispise It's all I ever had And if she is the first to go Would that make a difference no It's all I ever had Come on baby take a ride with me I've gotta show you something that you have got to see And every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die There is Mr. Death Take him by the hand And let's walk across this cruel land You are standing in the sinking sand But I'll bring you flowers when you die You see I, I love pain Love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain You see I, I love pain Love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain Come on baby take a ride with me I've gotta show you something that you have got to see And every single part of me will bring you flowers when you die There is Mr. Death Take him by the hand And let's walk across this cruel land You are standing in the sinking sand But I'll bring you flowers when you die You see I, I love pain Love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain You see I, I love pain Love and suicide go together like the flowers and the rain We can die beneath the trees In the cool october breeze Bad luck's all I ever had But if you leave then I must know, was I really here at all