I feel like I owe it to my inner self To take all my baggage off the moving carousel Open the cases up and let everything out Cause I've been so quiet but I wanna scream it loud When I was a little girl felt a little worthless Put my heart in the hands of men that would hurt it Taken me a while to try and heal it but I'll work it out Can't talk to my mum cause she drives me fucking mental So much that I had to change my place of residential It's a touchy subject talking anything parental ow I've been dancing round the truth Been disposable to you But now I feel like I am so ready to say it Watch that girl she's gonna say it First ten years of my life gave me problems Next ten years shut em out I ignored 'em Now I'm 22 what I'll do try and solve 'em how I'm talking neglect, no respect, lying frozen on a bed And a little girl too young for such a heavy head I'm talking New Years Eve in 2020 September 18th when I wasn't ready Christmas, Mothers' Day, blue cars on motorways Trauma comes in so many sizes and shapes But they fit me all perfectly It's funny ain't it strange No matter how far you run they'll be running in the race But that's enough for now Got ten songs to work it out There's a voice in me I've got to make it loud Watch that girl she's gonna say it