I don’t remember the last time I felt alive Without this weight that feels like certain demise, one more time around the Sun I'm still demonised So I Let the blade drop Free me from these bonds I am ready Bleed me empty, forced to solitary I stray from hope I cannot get back I crave all I can never have So I embrace the fall and fight for no reward In spite of all the blood let, I found no cure at all One more year spent wasted Another chance faded I saw my name on the page, I scratched it out in a rage Blood stained letters Forced divide A spirit confined Watch me fall Take pleasure as I shatter Watch me fall This heart that doesn’t matter I stray from hope I cannot get back I crave all I can never have