I don't know I don't know I felt the burden of expectation Bringing dark clouds to my door No longer fit the mold she created My mother's virtues I ve ignored It just felt right to be here Under my skin so deep it grows Find enough time to be worthy My experience is never enough Find enough time to be honest Lowest of the low I don't know I don't know I can't compete against my demons Of the challenges anymore Then the real me I see the mirror And when I figured out I showed the knot Going backward looking forward Remove the English at my car Know the theraoy I can master There s more of me to ignore Lowest of the low Find enough time to be worthy My experience is never enough Find enough time to be honest Lowest of the low