i feel my life disintegrate deep blue sky burns straight into me i will take from you just everything, just everything but not today, i seem to need some more time i can not feel i feel my life disintegrate... again i don't know, i don't know i feel my life disintegrate everything around me seems so distant and pale everyone around me tries to understand, appreciate... everything around me seems so lost and so frail everyone around me tries to understand, appreciate... my pain