Finally, a new side of me Turned a new leaf underneath my tree I now see life's a beautiful dream Gives me strength, gives me ease, all in a year Of disease, I have thrived Lucky me Push me, pull me, write my story Give me my rhythm, my rhyme I break my cycles, endless spirals I just wanna trust what is mine If the Sun's in the sky If the day follows the night If the clock's still keeping the time Thеn you're on my mind Thе silence that we share My heart was ill-prepared I oversimplified when it was do or die Kiss me, hold me, that feeling is holy Nobody's loved me like you Our life moves too fast to get stuck in the past But I do, I do Think I take more than I give Kinda shit, but it’s how I live Be stuck 'till my conscience has outgrown me I'm dumb enough to do the math As life comes, life will past So I try not to get attached Don’t know what story I'm supposed to buy If we see God’s face when we look in our eyes If your life will start in the moment you die Or if it’s all worth the tears we cry Still live life like I'm on a mission Every damn day is all about ambition Scared I'll turn out to be just a normal guy Wonder why I'm only grateful when I'm high You make a choice and don’t look back What’s strong enough will stay intact There’s more to life than what is fact The things we love can never last It hurts too much, that’s why I laugh Like sand slips through an hourglass I'll hold onto the life I craft So one day I can give it back