I was looking at Leaves and acrobats and Gourds and scarecrows and the faces of the fall I'm willing to bet Someday I'll forget How to love a leaf or love something at all I'm considering Choices that have led To this and what it is I'm working toward Things I loved but can't do anymore I was swimming in Cheap wood panelling And differences that live inside my doors I was thinking Of faces in my head Of people that I loved so hard before I've be sinking in Couches in my head And girls that kissed me on my face before Ones I loved but don't know anymore I was living in Tv show curtains In bedroom in the houses of my friends I'm considering The ways beginnings end And if I would die to be born again I've been breathing in Ghosts and oxygen Of people in a sad and gaseous form Ones I loved but can't see anymore