Floating up from a dream I tremble with cold In emptiness I am whole To nourish desperation And the night lasts longer A glowing dark Weariness overcoming Fools laughter Destined to fall Groping blindly for anything Slipping forward into nothing I surrender to all things that come As I sing odes to my history Knowing all can be rewritten woven into strength I hear the whispers Hold up the sky Nothing to hold me back Consuming the layers of time Knowing all was decided Inevitable Endlessly caught in the undertow Finding my way to the bottom Finally I am the one with fullness of life