I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay I felt a year's worth of hurt and sadness catching up with me The sky I painted to silence the pain, it is bleeding into grey I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay In unfamiliar, somber surroundings, confessing all of me A perfect stranger, she puts pen to paper, consoling in her sleep And how foreign it felt when I opened my mouth and heard the truth come out (I heard the truth come out) I've been running away, a tired respite from pain My only Novocaine (my only Novocaine) I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay So keep your: It'll get better's And I'll keep my: I'll be just fine's I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies So keep your: It'll get better's And I'll keep my: I'll be just fine's (I'll be just fine) I'll show you flashes of colors and hide behind bouquets of lies I don't know if I've been worse I don't know if I can change But right now, I don't think, I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay. I don't think that I'm okay I don't think that I'm okay