I'm looking for a trap door Some escape or passport I wish they taught a crash course on cognitive strength My thoughts are like the chatter of the rain they pitter patter Now I'm searching for a ladder to climb out of this hole The void is not deep it's just empty My inspiration crashed it smashed in to a levy I tried to dig it out as I slouch around this house I could do some big things if I let go of the doubts Coraline the world keeps messing with my mind And I feel blind underneath these button eyes I'm tired of always forcing my life to work I feel like I'm a gardener who hates the earth My father got stung by wasps in the face Just to teach me a lesson on how to be brave And mother knows best but that's hard to attest When she sews my mouth up cause she thinks I'm upset I must learn my lesson to stop the progression of this pent up aggression it's my latest obsession Coraline the world keeps messing with my mind And I feel blind underneath these button eyes Everywhere I go people seem so cold Tell me how I am to know If someone is a friend or foe