I awaken eternally from an abyss within myself My reflection is a shadow I cannot hold The echo of my failures resonates within me A haunting melody of my own mistake Days shatter me, and nights consume me I'm a shipwreck drowning in a mortal void My soul fades away in the mist of oblivion My heart beats to the rhythm of desperation I hear a scream of pain that is the last breath of my hope The chains of my doubts drag my reason down Condemned to live with this burden I try to build with hands that break With the weight of failure on my soul The ghosts of my dreams watch me and cover me In an abysmal silence as they pass Each step is false for me, each attempt and hope is an error Every achievement is a disappointment Each tear is a memory of my agony Misery is my end, my perdition My melancholy is my cry My nostalgia my pain Why do I remain here, if I have no place? A withered specter in a world so vulgar My hands tremble, my voice has faded