In my death In my soul I feel an eternal pain In my last moment In my last breath I feel the flowers die On my deathbed In my last tear I am far away from the world In my despicable being In my unstable self I see hatred live In my drowning vision My throat cut I only wait to die Roses bleeding And a garden snowing There I would like to leave I just want to die I just want to die I want to stop suffering I just want to leave Leave my wounds as they are Leave my dreams unfinished Stop feeling my pain I just want to die I just want to die I just want to die I just want to die In my death In my soul I feel an eternal pain In my last moment In my last memory I feel my abandonment die On my deathbed In my last tear I am far away from you My despicable being My unstable self That doesn't let me be happy In my drowning vision My wrists cut I see the blood run Roses bleeding And a distant castle There I would like to live I just want to die I want to stop suffering I just want to leave Leave my wounds as they are Leave my dreams unfinished Stop feeling my pain