It’s hard / to go On lying / it’s all I once knew How to be a loser How to get through you I once knew How to gain the power Or how to lose to you You wanna be invisible? (you can’t) You wanna be accountable? (since when) Am I fighting for your fire? Or am I here just for the goal How am I getting off this hole? (am I) Fighting until the cold (am I) Standing up against the pole Or fighting to be ashamed You kind of treat me like a spider (oh no) You’re throwing me against the wall (oh no) You’ve got me waiting past one hour How could I trust someone who’s gone? So are you going to keep me? Or am I just a loan? Am I just your loan? Or are we going home? Loan Am I just your loan? Your loan Am I just your loan Am I just your Loan Am I just your loan