Lying down, counting sheep for an outcome Tools around me, still I can't change And I don't if I'll let you go I don't know if you want me to stay It's so trick to do it right Still, I hope you find your light Because the shadows are so dark now And I'll be taming my pride Falling out, facing down Fear of missing out on how I should be, reacting Before everything we dream I know that's too fast How soon is too soon? Too soon I don't know if I'll let you go And I don't know if you want me to stay It's so hard to do it right And it's so hard to deal and build, and feel Should I be real? I'm lost 'Cause all these words that you never said And all the birds that never sang Just lead us to the end