If you really don't believe me, you can tell me that I'm wrong And I'd really like to look around, but my night-light won't turn on It won't turn on It won't turn on It won't turn on And you know it's gonna hurt And you never say a word If you want to understand me, sometimes you have to read the lines As my tear-soaked pillow drowns me, I can see through all your lies Through all your lies Through all your lies Through all your lies And you don't want me to curse Well fuck you And you want me to smile Well I try to And you know it's gonna hurt And you never say a word And every tree you've planted just turns back into dirt And you know just what you prayed for Well I'm proof that doesn't work It doesn't work It doesn't work It doesn't work It doesn't work The spool of thread that's in my head; it won't spin the other way again The spool of thread that's in my head; it won't spin the other way again The spool of thread that's in my head; it won't spin the other way again The spool of thread that's in my head; it won't spin the other way again for me For me And I wanted to change So I did And I want to die