So quiet Upon a dreary night As I looked upon my figure in the candlelight I saw her Inside a lonely dream And a sense of mortal agony crept over me I thought I could succeed Playing God with what you had given me It took so long to realize This life was only leaving me behind You let my feelings take the lead You thought that you were helping me You only loved me, you’re not to blame I put my heart under the knife And it forever changed my life My world will never be the same Like the atrophy and entropy I face Growing ever deeper Crumbling with time I'm feeling like a stranger inside my dying mind These scars will stretch across all time and space There’s something so addictive in their praise I let you drag me into dark I guess I wasn’t being smart You only love me, you’re not to blame I fell into an empty void Surrounded by what I destroyed But was it really all in vain? You let my feelings take the lead You weren’t really helping me I thought you loved me, you’re not to blame I put my heart under the knife And it forever changed my life My world will never be the same I know the truth, so rest assured You’re nothing like I thought you were Just an impostor in face and name I'm at the point of no return I’ll let this motherfucker burn I'm gonna make my grand escape