Don’t wanna hate myself But I really do right now And I know it’s not good for me What’s the point in trying to fight it But the push the pull Is stretching me so thin When all I do is try to make me whole again And I can't hear a thing when I’m listening What’s my heart trying to say But I’ll hold on, hold on to every piece of me So let me hold on, hold on so I can learn to love me Someday I’ll learn to love me Don’t wanna hate myself But I really do right now So trapped in this misery So what’s the point in trying to fight it Emotions push, they pull So where do I begin So lost in my thoughts as I drown within I can’t hear a thing when I’m listening What’s my heart trying to say But I’ll hold on, hold on to every piece of me (to every piece of me) So let me hold on, hold on so I can learn to love me (so I can learn to love me) And I hate to say this but I just hate this Is this all I can be But I’ll try with patience Though it seems useless Can I save me somehow Can I save me from myself