Looking all those faces, I didn't understand that Things are not the way I thought that they were always be All these people crying, they didn't see the signs On the wall, or maybe it was the other way around Mom is looking at my pictures asking why Dad is saying he was proud for the man I've turned All these guys in school gathered up saying that I was cool But I didn’t give them the chance to get closer to me Even the girl I like, I wasn’t aware she was shy She always wrote my name in the pages of her diary My brother is missing all the happy days we played My best friend is feeling guilt that it turned out this way Was it all their fault? I don’t I know anymore So many people care for me I wish today wasn't so late to open my eyes I wish I had seen before I jumped Had seen before I jumped