Yeah I wish I was free of this I see her in my dreams Wish that she wasn't there But she still haunts me and I Still feel her breath on me Still want to taste her skin But I know that would kill me No Damn her Still I choke on her lies Still reeling from her last caress her goodbye Oh, how this sickens me This wretched fool's affair I can't erase this from me And now it permeates And every thought I feel The anger writhe in my soul No Damn her Still I feel my stomach turn Choke back hold my head high I'm strong No Damn her Still I choke on her lies Not reeling I'm strong Damn her Still I feel my stomach turn Choke back hold my head high I'm strong Yeah Damn her Still I choke on her lies Not reeling I'm strong Yeah I wish I was free of this