(La-la-la-la-la-la-la) I hate the way that the world's turning Can't look the way that the time's facing 'Cause the future tense is too intense It's gonna put me in a spin I hate the way that the world's turning I learnt to swim but I'm still drowning Got the silver bullet but I can't load it You're a hologram in a wonderland And I watch you fade away I learnt to swim but I'm still drowning I've been up all night I can't find my mind I've been living and loving with my eyes wide shut I've been numbing my pain But I can't kill shame I've been living and loving with my eyes wide shut La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la I feel alone and I can't help it So dark in here that I punch shadows But I'm holding hands with the rays of light As they cut me down to size I feel alone and I can't help it I've been up all night I can't find my mind I've been living and loving with my eyes wide shut I've been numbing my pain But I can't kill shame I've been living and loving with my eyes wide shut I've been up all night I can't find my mind I've been living and loving with my eyes wide shut I've been numbing my pain But I can't kill shame I've been living and loving with my eyes wide shut I open my mind Reality don't bite I have you in my sights My eyes wide shut I open my mind Reality don't bite I have you in my sights With my eyes wide shut La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-la