I don't wanna talk right now I just wanna sleep Needing to be strong right now It's making me feel weak So can we wait until the morning? Can we pause it till the feeling stops? Yeah, I'm just running from our problems Like a kid who's running from the cops It's not you, it's dishes in the sink It's dry enough to think Is no one listening? It's not you, it's hiding in the hole With laundry on the floor It's the timing of it all It's not you, it's everything at once It's not you, it's everything I'm not I don't wanna talk right now I can't fall asleep I'm scared if I call you out You'll tell me to leave So can we wait until the morning? Can we pause and then we'll pick it up? I know you're exhausted but lately everything is I know we should work this out But I'll cry if I speak It's not you, it's the sitting battle from Is dad yelling at mom It's the calling in out front It's not you, it's the sadness on my sheets It's grinding down my teeth It's turning 23 It's not you, it's everything at once It's not you, it's everything I'm not It's random bruises, feeling useless Growing up on my confusion Outside voices, stupid choices All the things I once enjoyed It's random bruises, feeling useless Growing up on my confusion Outside voices, stupid choices All the things that we have It's not you, it's everything at once It's not you, it's everything I'm not