I never said I never said I was fine We're never dead We're never dead till we die It's in my head I'm breathing but I'm not alive It's all up to you I never said I never said I wouldn't try But then again I know I'm never satisfied It never gives This feeling got me paralyzed It's all up to you Why do I feel so fucking useless? I can't do anything right Why does everything feel so wrong? My mind bends till it breaks Is this all a mistake? Am I running out of time? Do I havе what it takes? Am I real or a fake? Will I еver live that life? It's all up to you It's all up to you