I am so ashamed I am so ashamed of all the trouble I have caused and I am so ashamed of all these unopened doors I am so ashamed of what I have become That, oh, my heart is bursting again Don't leave this mark Your eyes are turning away I am of the west I am fair skinned I deserve a bullet in my chest If I have no religion and no reason to be scared If I am going to hell, then I just don't care That, oh, my heart is bursting again Don't leave this mark Your eyes are turning away