I used to be scared to just be myself Right until I fucking caved and just changed myself Twitching on the floor, I don't need no help I need to dump my thoughts on someone else Smoke up a zip all to myself All this marijuana just kills my health I cough more than I can speak If block that thought, I don't feel so weak (So weak) If I block that thought, I don't feel so weak Time moves fast and life looks bleak Before I pass I wanna live my dream Nights grow longer, I lose sleep Mind grows stronger, limbs grow weak Just put me out of my misery I couldn't fuck with the vices soon All of the shit has subsided blue Waters are filling my eyelids I think I'm reaching the island Come out the water and feel renewed All of your troubles have left from you Go do whatever you wanted to When life doesn't matter, it's possible (It's possible) Wanted to Thanks for everything, love you Oh god How long have you been standing there Lights grow dim, and I can't get air I can't win and it's not fair And I can't move so get the fuck out of here I couldn't win if I wanted Continue it when I say stop it Nothing else could ever hurt me When I'm busy already hurting Guess all my work was a waste, shit I'm getting sick of the way I say My words cause I'm always eating them And I'm getting sick of the taste Cold out But no snow out It's August But I wear a coat out On the walk back From your house Phone's dead so I listen to the street sounds I used to be scared to just be myself Right until I fucking caved and just changed myself Twitching on the floor, I don't need no help I need to dump my thoughts on someone else Smoke up a zip all to myself All this marijuana just kills my health I cough more than I can speak If block that thought, I don't feel so weak