Yo, we back on this shit, aye 9TAILS Layin' waste on the floor I can push it, I can fight it I can kill my urges if you want me, yo Drinkin' bottle after bottle I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no I can't take this sorrow Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something I swear I can never get around to being who I wanted Purging all my negatives, I'm feelin' clean but I am starving Can't relate to anyone, these days I'm feelin' like a martian I'm shit at a lot of things but musically I go the hardest I'm not just an artist, swear this shit a mindset I would give up everything to see how real my life get Just so I would have some shit to write I didn't write yet Take the damage for the story, not enough sleepless nights yet Fully devoted to this dream, yeah Skip on outings to play with computer screens, yeah Skip my meals this grind is all I really need I'm too deep inside to say it's not for me, real shit Layin' waste on the floor Take a taste of the ending that you're waitin' for I may have lost the source of the pain But all that tragedy still seepin' from my pores, yuh Face a whole blunt, she said I never used to That's what coming off the medication make me lean to With how my mood is changing I say that I need to I know it shows but I lived it so I'll see it through I know it shows but I lived it so I'll see it through Baby, my whole life I've lived inside a tinge of blue Layin' waste on the floor I can push it, I can fight it I can kill my urges if you want me, yo Drinkin' bottle after bottle I can feel my senses hit with numbin', no I can't take this sorrow Swear this loneliness in me is always hauntin', yo Maybe before I give up I'll take my songs and make 'em something