Sun rises on another gloomy day. again I'm dressed in black, it's not healthy to feel this way. constant fear running through my head. dreams turn to nightmares I wake in a pool of tears. and everyday I feel I'm losing you. please wait. (so I hold it inside and I will not let you go now.) I'm not ready to say goodbye now. please stay. you're slipping through my fingers again. I watch another frail piece of you wither away. I try to sleep. is this only a dream? I pray this is only a dream. I pray this is only a dream. is this the part where we say goodbye? I'll try to hold it in. it's just so hard.