Baby I saw you When you weren't mine Saw you for who you were Then we dated after while It wasn't perfect from the start Nah shit was fucked up I fooled around made some mistakes That shit was fucked up Never meant to hurt no one But who'd believe me? Pulled on all your strings I guess I couldn't see it Nothing mattered more to me Than me, myself and I Thought I did it all for you But put myself first all the time I was young and dumb Didn't know much about life I'm sorry for the times that I've stabbed you with a knife I was young and dumb Boy I just wanted to have fun Sorry babe for all the fucked up things I've done Can't believe some things I've done Now that I know better Can't relate to my old self just wanna forget her Memories keep coming back Fuck anxiety Though I did this to myself Thanks old me Didn't feel bad for the things I did Nah I just cut instead Every time I got anxiety I bled