I don't even love you, I don't even want you I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to Maybe we can talk and get over this again You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears You can be my nice surprise for all these years And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears (all your fears) You can be my nice surprise for all these years (all these years) And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here (I'll be right here) Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand I don't care about you anymore That's all I tell myself, that's what I'm asking for That's all I ever need, that's all it seems to be Don't need no company, but you can wait on me 'Cause I don't even trust no one that is not me But I still got some hope for us, oh, endlessly (oh) I don't even love you, I don't even want you I know everything that we've been through is kind of awful I feel like I taunt you, look what this has come to Maybe we can talk and get over this again You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears You can be my nice surprise for all these years And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears (all your fears) You can be my nice surprise for all these years (all these years) And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here (I'll be right here) Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand I don't care about you anymore That's all I tell myself, that's what I'm asking for That's all I ever need, that's all it seems to be Don't need no company, but you can wait on me 'Cause I don't even trust no one that is not me But I still got some hope for us, oh, endlessly (oh) You can close your eyes and tell me all your fears (all your fears) You can be my nice surprise for all these years (all these years) And even if you need to leave, I'll be right here (I'll be right here) Dancing in the afterparty with an empty hand All your fears