dareka ni tekubi o gyutto tsukamarete iku na to iwarete hikitomerareru sou yuu keiken shita koto aru kai? mochiron ai da to wakatte wa ite mo teikou shita no wa naze datta no ka? ude o furikitta no wa puraido ni nita hen na iji da kimi ga omotteru yori boku wa ii hito janai uso wa tsuite inai kedo shoujiki demo nai kimi ga shitteru boku wa hontou no boku janai jibun demo akireru hodo jibun ga suki ni narenai mirai ga aru kara ii janai? furimuki zama boku ni iu tsumori ka jijitsu ga doudemo kankei nai nante katte na rikutsu to omotte shimau nani yori daiji na kijun wa itsu demo shiro toka kuro toka futatsu ni hitotsu da tousou shita no wa doushite nano ka? uragirareta toshitemo sou kantan ni kizutsuku mono ka? kimi ga shinjite kurete mo boku wa warui ningen da ai ga shinjitsu ka nante dou demo ii koto kimi no shiranai boku ga kono sekai ni ita nda saa ima nara maniau yo subete o wasurete hoshii mirai to yuu no wa demakase da me o mi nagara chanto ieru no kana nani o shinjiteru? nani o shinjitai? kako wa yarinaoseru ka? kimi ga omotteru yori boku wa ii hito janai uso wa tsuite inai kedo shoujiki demo nai kimi ga shitteru boku wa hontou no boku janai jibun demo akireru hodo jibun ga suki ni narenai mirai ga aru kara ii janai? furimuki zama onaji koto nankai demo kimi wa iu tsumori ka?