Dear diary It's such a good day to breathe But I feel so down My room is full of masks That don't fit my face Except for the clown one (my favorite) Even close friends don't get my feelings I use the smile to hide my inner demons Dear diary It's such a hilarious thing Let's keep it a secret I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: Go and die As if I haven't tried They hate me: Go and die As if I haven't tried And there are no regrets I'm not fazed if times up Feels like life passes by There's no one to even blame Even close friends don't get my feelings I use the smile to hide my inner demons They hate me: Go and die As if I haven't tried It's such a hilarious thing to say I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: Go and die As if I haven't tried I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: Go and die As if I haven't tried The first rule of dead inside Don't say that you're dead inside That's why I write silly songs and say what I really wanna say I'll say what I'll never say I'll say what I'll never say I'll say what I'll never say Let's say together I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: Go and die As if I haven't tried I'm dead inside I'm dead inside Man, I'm just a mistake Under a clown mask Dead inside I'm dead inside They tell me: Go and die As if I haven't tried